Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Whiskey Regrets (subtitle: barely awake)

Using divalproex sodium together with ethanol can increase nervous system side effects such as dizziness, drowsiness, and difficulty concentrating. Some people may also experience impairment in thinking and judgment.
 I guess I should have looked this up before consuming a little whiskey last night.  I am a mess this morning.  I can't think.  And coffee is not helping me.

I saw a cop this morning and looked down to see how fast I was going.  20.  I was going twenty miles an hour.  Holy shit.  Wait --- did that even happen today?  Or was that yesterday?  Holy fucking God.  What is happening to my brain.

I almost fell down walking into the office because my foot missed the curb.  Oh Jesus.

And now I am really paranoid that this is noticeable.  I tried to tell one of my co-workers about this movie I watched.  But my mind went blank.

And I have this horrible feeling like I was up all night crying.  I'm not sure if this is a nagging depressive episode trying to come out.  Or just the horrible effects of the alcohol combined with my paranoia and brain mush.

No more whiskey for me.

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